The World Through The Eyes Of A Guy Named Pencil.

Windsong Melodies

So there is this girl…………..That I really like. Randomly met on campus one day & was instantly by her allurement. She was unlike any girl that I had ever met.  She was beautiful. She had the cutest little caramel dimples on the side of that radiant face. A smile that could end wars. The style to rival Paris. She was eveeything i could possibly want wrapped into one gorgeous ass package. As most people do I didn’t speak to her when I first saw. I was bout as nervous as an individual could be at that. It took all the power I had in me to muster up the balls to actually speak to her but as time went on we eventually talked & I got her number. She then came to visit me at my job a few times which I greatly appreciate. One day she called me when I was just getting off work. I damn near was finna shit a brick because I was so nervous I honestly didn’t know what to say to her. So I just let the phone ring………..& ring………..& ring. Unfortunately this event happened again. I was just too………(Thinks of another word for nervous)…..flustered, hysterical, jittery. All of that shit. Now we converse occasionally but I feel as if that she no longer might be interested in me because of my prior horrible decision making. I text her but she doesn’t text back. I tweet her but she doesnt mention back. Seems as if she just doesn’t……….want to have anything to do with me. I’m not perfect but I try. All I want is for & her…….to become an “Us.” But thats just how I feel. Hope ion get put in the “Creepy guy” category for this. But I do really like her. If we could get together that would be great but if not I will never forget the sound of…………those Windsong Melodies.